But I'm Not Afraid Anymore

[cw: depression, anxierty, suicidal ideation (no immediate threat), dieting]

Hey,

The thing is, when you hate yourself, everyone around you can tell.

I didn’t really learn that until I was much older. I knew I hated myself, and also didn’t understand why people wouldn’t want to hang out with me on the regular. But obviously they didn’t want to be around m…